what do i do
where do i go
should i have gone to that post card making session but i was asleep
the world is a little chilly but then again im sitting here in my underwear
my unicorn collection was supposed to be a symbol for how i try to do everything all at once
there's a pile of tissue paper in my room and it's so fragile but i don't know the point
gravity is only a word
i'm a hungry hungry caterpillar
penchant

what do i do
what would happen if i moved out of atlanta out of a conservative state
should i have gone to that post card making session but i was asleep
should have made biscuits should have made cookies should have made protest signs
this website is only going to get worse, you feel me?
when i was a kid i was so concerned with the romance of life that i allowed my mental illness to take over
that's right, i have a mood disorder that formed so much of my personality because it was out of control
i'll never let that happen again
i once broke glass out of anger

what do i do
where do i go
what do i need to do in order to just keep producing and making consistently
i never want to feel like i'm unproductive again but not in that capitalism kind of way if you know what i mean
what's the point of being unlonely if i can make these websites
i get to puke on a screen
it's still using my hands in a beautiful way
and without the mess
although i usually like the mess

feb 5, 2017